Winter seems cold when I let it get to me, but I can't imagine how cold it could be in some places around the world. Sleep has been hard for the last few days but it's just the anxiety of trying to outperform myself in a way I wish I was. Studying has never come easy to me, so it seems like it's all I do yet I still fall behind. With all that I am blessed with, it's the least I can do to be thankful. Just like quitting smoking cigarettes after 2 years has been good for me. Some people would kill to have the health I have.. The feeling of being lucky for no reason scares me. When could fate take it's turn? blah..
Today was stressful.. Took a tough Calculus test at 9 this morning that I'm pretty sure kicked my butt. Over-studying the wrong materials and mastering all the concepts in the chapter fried my brain for sure. I need to learn not to re-invent the wheel =P.. After, followed 2 of my other classes Sociology and Principles of Macroeconomics. Sociology fascinates me but I can't find the time to teach myself the material.
My girlfriend and I fought a little bit this morning. I don't understand why her mood fluctuates like crazy cause one day she'll love me and the other hate me. Maybe she's just a woman. Having a girlfriend your freshman year of college is very stressful with how our society is today. With no simplicity and the rise of social networks, it almost becomes a job to watch out for them. She's very beautiful though and I'm lucky to have her. It's the weird and spontaneous things about someone I find to like the most.
Goodnight
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